The Omnivorous Geek

Sorry I was silent for so long and now just posting endless whining. Argh.

I feel like I didn't really sleep last night, more tranced like Elves in Tolkien (or D&D)--falling into a dream for awhile, waking up a little, dreaming again. It was weird and not terribly restful. My kitten kept me company all night, though, that was nice.

But I did have a nice, strange, rather extensive dream about Misha. o.O Like, we lived in the same neighborhood and he came over and we were friends. We wrote stories together. They weren't even fanfic. He was still a celebrity and I was still just an ordinary person, but it was a really lovely, sort of long and hilarious dream. We wrote really funny stories--funny to us, anyway--and laughed a lot. I was weirded out at first that he was interested in spending time with me, but I got over it fast. And we sent story notes to each other by email and snail mail.

I've never really had much interest in co-writing with someone. It seems like a lot of effort to coordinate when I can usually do it by myself, but if the relationship was like that... Yeah, it'd be awesome.

Thanks, Misha, for the nice dream in a mostly pain-filled night.

Also, my house in that dream was really nice.

You have all seen this, yes?

Oh, Misha, how so beautiful. ::sigh::

ETA: Also, if you click for full size, Misha is GINORMOUS. (Is aware of the implications in that statement and does not care.)

Great googly moogly, Misha-face, how are you so cute?

::stars in eyes::

If you ever doubted how very, very, very, very wonderful Misha Collins is, I invite you to read this: http://tracy-loo-who.livejournal.com/103552.html

I adore this fandom secret. Sometimes they're adorable.

Rant the First: WHY IS CASTIEL-POV SO HARD TO WRITE. Whyyyy??? You need to be more human, dude, so your brain makes more sense. You make me make this face. :-ddoisjl "Bitchass angel of the freakin' Lord," for sure.

Rant the Second: My Bartleby has become a biter. Why, little rat, why? DO MY HANDS TASTE LIKE CANDY? They are not candy! I'm pretty sure they should just taste like hands. THAT IS NOT DELICIOUS.

Rant the Third: Okay, I have more hours right now, which is cool, but why did it have to coincide with Big Bang? I WANT MORE TIME TO READ.

Rant the Fourth: Yeah, and these hours include a lot of walking pushing a kid in wheelchair. Which is cool, right? Free exercise. Sometimes two or three hours a day. I didn't change my eating patterns because I'm not down with that, but I thought maybe I would drop a few pounds anyway. NOPE. I'VE GAINED WEIGHT SINCE THIS STARTED. I do not understand.

Rant the Fifth: Related to Rant the Fourth. Blisters and sore feet, and now there's a hole in my left shoe, probably because of the funky way I walk, what with one leg being a little longer than the other and all.

Rant the Sixth: STOOPID TENDINITIS. I sincerely wish that you could change physical maladies into, like, a little gremlin that you can then grab and STRANGLE WITH YOUR BARE HANDS. It would be cool if you could do this with depression too. Sigh. (...Would that make a good crackfic?)

Rant the Seventh: STOOPID BROKEN A KEY. Seriously, keyboard, why you do this to me? I've only ever been nice to you. I don't even keysmash very often. RAZZLEFRAM.

Not a Rant: Oh, Misha Misha, you have us fangirls figured out, don't you? You know we are all about the crack and the hurt/comfort. Though I get why it freaks strangeandcharm out a bit, because last night's antics freaked me out a bit too. I think it was the hunger strike and the leash bit that did it for me. You are crazy. And cute and funny and immensely huggable, but also crazy.

I'm kind of embarrassed about it, but the photos of Misha from the recent con make me really, really happy. I don't think I've ever been so much a fan of an actor as opposed to a character. I mean, I love Dean and Sam with an all-consuming love, but that doesn't transfer to Jared and Jensen. They're neat guys and I enjoy the cute stories I hear about them, but it's not like I chase down news about them or eat up every interview they give. And yeah, the photos of J&J from the con? Nice. The photos of Misha? Make me squee.

I never thought I would be one of THOSE fans, either. (Then again, it's not like I'm really interested in his personal life or anything. I just think he's terrifically entertaining. And, well, terrific.) I just love his little scrunchy face. And, of course, the ridiculous things he says.

I'm just going to go sit in a corner, now.

I'm totally shipping Misha/Fandom. How is this guy even real? Definitely a mass fangirl hallucination. (Second link is a vid. WATCH IT.)

Also I have two more Dreamwidth invites, so you can PM me with your email address if you want, or comment here, whichever you're comfortable with.

ETA: Invites gone! You should still watch the vid, though.