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maychorianWe put Taffy down today. It was my decision. I feel like a monster.
She was old, so old, and she hasn't been doing well. Hasn't been doing well for a long time. She was probably in pain every waking moment. It was time to let her go.
I still feel horrible. And at the same time, relieved. Which just makes it worse. I don't have to worry about her anymore and... That's good? I don't know. I'm crying right now.
Stupid cat.
She was old, so old, and she hasn't been doing well. Hasn't been doing well for a long time. She was probably in pain every waking moment. It was time to let her go.
I still feel horrible. And at the same time, relieved. Which just makes it worse. I don't have to worry about her anymore and... That's good? I don't know. I'm crying right now.
Stupid cat.
